A month or two ago I filmed and uploaded a couple of Youtube beauty videos, just to see how it felt to be on film like that (I've never filmed anything before), and to 'test the waters' of Youtube, so to speak.
In these first videos, I felt quite unnatural and not entirely myself, which seems silly because when I filmed them, I was on my own with no one watching. I think it's the thought that you know you're going to then upload the video to the internet, where potentially hundreds of people might see it. I have an endless amount of insecurities about myself, and I suppose knowing that I was opening myself up to being watched and perhaps judged by many strangers was very daunting.
Anyway, those videos didn't seem to attract much attention at all (although I still left them uploaded on my channel) so I left Youtube alone after that, until yesterday!
On a bit of a whim, I decided to give it another go. I felt much more comfortable in front of the camera this time, as I knew what to expect, and I thought through what I wanted to say more thoroughly beforehand. I know it isn't perfect, but I'm quite proud of myself for having the confidence to do it, so thought I would share it with you all on here (:
So here it is... my Lush Haul!
I plan to do more videos in the future, but I think finding the time to do them might prove tricky as I'm currently in my final year of University. Hope you enjoyed watching this (: